Finals Week and Other Junk!

So I know its been a while since I posted, not making excuses but I have been extremely busy. Anyways, so I am in my last year of college. I must say it hasn't been as easy as I have thought, but everything is starting to come together. So as I get closer and closer to my graduation date, I am becoming a bit anxious. Like what is life like after graduation, and of course I have the typical preoccupations; Jobs? Apartments? Grad School? and Money? But I think I'll be okay. Aside from that everything has been okay. People have been getting under my skin lately. But I think this is all apart of me growing up. Haven't had much time to entertain drama, or anything like that. I am starting to come into my own. Something I must say I am very proud of! Back to what's important! WRITING!!!!!! Haven't had much time to write which is not a good thing. Honestly, haven't had much time for myself. Not expecting any pity but it is the truth. A couple of weeks ago I did write a small poem, and I must say it is sassy LOL but it is how I felt at the time. I have no title for it yet...So here it is

Yearning for your hands to touch my...
For lips to kiss me right on my...
for your eyes to invite me into your soul
For passion to elevate our bodies and spirits.
Only I know how much I want to please you..
but I can't
At least not right now.
But soon enough
I promise
Promise to give you....
All of me...
and
you
Better
believe
I am
Expecting
Nothing
But the best from you...

-Alysha

The lonely do survive

Loneliness…

Fills

My heart

Exploding

Elements

Follow...

Me

Your voice

In every

Whisper

The wind.

Has to offer…

Me

The rain

Drops on my lips

Reminded of

Saccharine kisses.

The heat

The sun

reminds me...

The passion...

Consumes us

Wrap covers around

Me

Haunted...

By your embrace.

The pavement

a lingering reminder

Of the distance that is

Constantly

Driving us insane

The elements…

Bringing

Me back to you

Somewhat feeling

Closer to your soul

Until

I close my eyes

For a second

Something conjures my spirit

I remember

you aren’t really with me

A deep breath

Burying

Emotions

In the back of my mind

Until

The breeze

blows

again

Reminding me

That you are always there.

In

my

heart…

You have a

Strong...

Hold on me

Breaking...

Is useless

Because you have a part of my soul

And

You can never be far enough

For me

Not...

To feel you

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I wish that things weren't so complicated. I wish I could verbalize every emotion that I have ever felt and say it to you. I wish I was able to change things, I wish there was a button that I could press to go back in time and fix us and make things the way we both imagined, the way we both expected things to be. I wish that there was some way I could fulfill your needs,and wants. I wish that I could give you everything you deserve, every star in the sky, every moment of joy that your heart could feel, every piece of time that we always seem to take for granted. I hate the fact that I can't right now but for right now all I can do is accept the past, plan for the future, and change the present.